This is Me.

I am the girl of who wants long hair, nerdy glasses and get her arm tattooed all over. I am the girl who wants to have her hair bleached blonde. I am the girl who wants to rock a high class social event, wear a classy gown with just a little tease, and be worth…

Betrayal.

”Emptier the heart, heavier it feels.” Do you have that hopeful feeling in your heart that is the sole driving force for you to wake up everyday? Do you have that motivation to do better because of someone? Or for someone? Do you have that fire in your heart which fuels your determination? Can you…

Run like hell.

For those of you who are aware of the strainous task of travelling by local trains to reach their destination everyday, be it office or college, know what I am talking about. That struggle to reach the platform in time. The struggle to get in the train. The struggle to fight for a breath of…

Moment Of Clarity.

I am waiting for that one moment of clarity in my life where after doing something my entire universe flicks back into focus, where doing something pleases, appeals or just stills my old soul. Like playing a piano, composing a melody, travelling and reaching your destination. I want my moment of clarity. And the closest…

Fire.

The forearm was on fire. Dark red, in stark contrast  with the surrounding brown. It was too much to bear The sadness and the pain; though never once did she utter a scream  Just focused on the fire  Her forehead contorted in a frown.  The burn wasn’t enough The hollow weight of the tsunami was…

Scars, Fingerprints and Souvenirs.

  Scars, they are so acutely prominent. Flesh and blood, like a part of you, like your soul, dead. A part of you that was hurt. Keep digging it, keep probing it, it will bleed again. And there is no conventional measure that fathoms that pain. The scar, uncannily like a fingerprint A fingerprint on…

The Scale.

  Its funny how numbers have begun to define you and your life in this world. Your score, your rank, your money, your Facebook likes and Instagram followers, your weight, height etc. Its a highly subconscious process. From time immemorial, human beings have been trying to fathom things by any conventional  measuring scale, and somewhere…

Atelophobia

  “Atelophobia : The fear of not being good enough.” I think it’s the fear. We are all afraid of something. Water, Heights, Fire, Isolation, Spiders etc; to name a few. I am afraid of disappointing someone, the fear of not being good enough. Not smart enough, not kind enough, not pretty enough etc.  More than…

I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.

‘It is the oldest story in the world. One day you are seventeen, planning for someday.  And then, quietly, without you really noticing, that someday is today, and then someday is yesterday. And this is your life.’ – Nathan Scott, One Tree Hill.   There are often moments in our lives where we find ourselves…

Happiness comes in many forms.

Happiness comes in many forms – in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else’s dreams come true or in a promise of hope renewed. It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how great that happiness will be. I feel that people get lost…

Snap out of it.

Metaphorically speaking, the thing about darkness is that it is well known, and hence comfortable. It’s well known to almost every human being walking on this planet. One day you’re happy and the next day, hell can break lose. And its very easy for your happy self to lapse into some corner of your conscience…